my girls that I did book time with. I miss all the girls so much, I can't wait till next school year!!!

the 3rd and 4th grade girls awana group i worked with over the last school year.

this is what happens when the youth from church go out to dessert together! haha

you know i love tea. i went to ireland and london and the british people got to me and i love tea! so right now i made my self a nice cup of tea. i used to only like it with milk and honey in it but then i decided the it wasn't as good for me then so now i drink it stright up (well sometimes i add milk and honey but not a lot).

ok so i'm in a random mood and just did a whole post about tea. yup good stuff. here i'll add a cool quote to the end!

'The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of there dreams' -Elenor Roosevelt

Give of your best to the Master
Give of the strength of your youth;
Throw your soul's fresh,
Growing ardor,
Into the battle for truth.
Jesus has set the example;
Dauntless was He,
Young and brave;
Give Him your loyal devotion,
Give Him the best that you have

~Howard Grose


Lately I've been feeling like i need to give God everything i possibly can. Like i'll admit sometimes i want to date. but i know that would be a part that woldn't be God's anymore...i need to give him my attractiveness and my beauty...i need to give Him my attention...that would be fulfiling my dreams but don't want to live my dreams i want to live Gods dreams for me. I just want to give God my all, in ever since of the word all, that is what i want to give Him. And ok you caught me i'm not right now, but i want to, i want God to have every little thing.

and those are my thoughts right now.

if you click on the picture it will show you a bigger one.

after the ball a bunch of us went to starbucks and then all of us girls took our pic with the guy working there!haha oh his name is Ben.

Me, Bizzy and Brittany having fun with the roses we got

some of us girls at the civil war ball. (i am the 6th in from the right)

taking a break from dancing at the civil war ball

ok so i am sick for the 3rd time in a row. yup this is life. i think i got sick this time from not enough sleep mixed with working to hard.
I went to a civil war ball last night!! it was so fun. Somehow I finished my dress before I had to leave! I was all with God's help I can tell you that I finished it. And then after the ball a bunch of us went to starbucks, the guy there Ben was great he was all into it all, So of course we had to take our picture with him.hahaha Then we went to one of my friends house and played games till me and bizzy left around like 1:30 but we didn't get to sleep till like 2:30. Yeah 7:30 came way to quick this morning.
Ok here are some of the main lines from our sermon this morning. (ok i know random but i really like it!)
'when God takes things away from us, we must not become bitter, but we must trust Him always'
'Faith assists works, works perfect faith'
'works perfect faith, that is, they bring faith to maturity, so that you must see works if there is true faith'

And then i love questions. like...
what does music have to have?
a. singer b. instruments c. composer d. sound
ok so first i thought sound but then i was like wait i don't know if i'm just weird but can't you have like the music of silence? So i decided that you have to have a composer. Because God is the composer of everything. ok i had more to say but i think this sickness is geting to me cuz my head hurts and i can't think of what else i was gonna say. hahaha

ok here is a question my pastor asked this morning and i am still thinking about it.
If someone came up to you and asked 'Are you a christian?' and then you said 'yes' and then they said 'ok prove it' what would you do?

me and my brother Robby at disneyland.

that is me and my sisters on the tea cups at disneyland!! and not just any tea cup but the pink one!! horray for us! heehee

ok peole i need to know should i...

leave my hair like it is kinda short and fliped out?
or
should i grow it out? which means i would grow it out to like a little past my sholders?

yeah that is the question of the week! i want to know what you all think. so please share!

The Real Rules of Women
-some random thing i found online-

-They seem to think that going to the bathroom is a social event, not a bodily function
-Women are rarely right the first time, but they excel at changing their minds.
-They are often quite opinionated, but they don't have a clue why.
-Women spend more time doing useless things like fixing their hair than really important things like fixing dinner
-Their attention spans can't handle talking about a single subject for more than 30 seconds.
-Women think the speed limit is a government-approved suggestion and that those double yellow lines are merely for decorating the road.
-They cry when they are sad, angry, upset, happy, frustrated, or whenever else an opportunity is presented.
-They think the death of a pet hamster is one of the most traumatic events of their childhood
-If you don't notice their new haircut, sweater, socks, nail polish, ect., you might as well kiss friendship goodbye.
-They root for the football team with the prettiest uniforms.
-They ask questions that have absolutely no right answer. "Do you think I'm gaining weight?"
-Among the things they think essential to sustain life, they list shopping malls.


ok so i thought it was funny and random and felt like sharing some stuff about us women. most of that stuff is true i think, or at least for me it is. : )

me, olivia, and britt on resurection sunday. yeah look at them hot people. hahaha

life is full of rejection...
that is what i have been finding out lately. My "friends" do it all the time, my school group, and now even my church!! yeah my church, I mean you would think they would be there for me to build me up, well they arn't.
But when i start feeling rejected I just go to God and He holds me close and tells me that He loves me and He will always be there no matter what. You know how amazing it is to be Gods child? I mean i don't know how i could have made it here with out His help. I love Him so much. Like I can't even put it into words. I am in love!!! : ) What can i say.
Someone once told me that i always have something positive to say about life. Well that is only with Gods help i am like that. I think that person was kinda annoyed with me, haha, well i took it as a complement!
Well I am in love. As Josh would say God is stark raving amazing. haha what ever that means. actully after the definition i understand now i think : )

Ten question survey, but it isn't as easy as it looks! Pick a band, and using ONLY that band's song titles, answer the questions to best fit you.

Band of Choice: the Supremes
1. Are you male or female? Natural Woman
2. Describe yourself: Baby Love
3. How do some people feel about you? My World Is Empty Without You
4. How do you feel about yourself? Nothing But Heartaches
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest:) A Breath Taking Guy
6. Where would you rather be? Standing At The Crossroads Of Love
7. Describe what you want to be: Crumbs Off The Table
8. Describe how you live: Feel Like Makin' Love
9. Describe how you love: Up The Ladder To The Roof
10. Share a few words of wisdom: Run, Run, Run

So right now I am kinda sick with a cold and as the night gets later and later my voice gets deeper. It makes me remember the convo I had with my friends when Brianna was sick and her voice was getting deep and Kate was standing there saying 'well you know brianna some guys find deep voices attractive' and Brianna was all 'well I have a boyfriend so I don't need to attract any guys!' So sitting here tonight I can't help but feel attrative with my deep manly voice!! ok so maybe not but I can get a good laugh out of having a manly voice.

yup that is me and my sister!!!heehee I am the one with the really blonde hair. We are in our princess pj's!! horray for us!