I'm Part of the fellowship of the unashamed.

I have the Holy Spirit power.

The die has been cast.

I have stepped ove the line.

The decision has been made- I'm a Disciple of His.

I won't look back, let up, slow down , back away or be still.

My past is redeemed, my prescence makes sense, my future sucure.

I'm finished and done with low living, sight walking, smooth knees , colorless dreams, famed visions, worldly talking, cheap giving and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need preeminence, position, promotions, plaudits or popularity.

I dont have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded or rewarded.

I now live by faith, lean in His presence, walk by paitence, am uplifted by prayer, and I labor with power.

My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven.

My road narrow, my way rough, my companions are few, My Guide reliable and my mission clear.

I cannot be bought, comprimised, detoured, lured away,turned back deluded or delayed.

I will not flinch in the face of the sacrifice, hesitate in the prescence of the enemy, pander in the pool of popularity, or meanderin the maze of meadiocracy.

I won't give, shut up or let up ,until ive stayed up stored up, prayed up, paid up, and preach up for the cause of Christ.

I am a disciple of Jesus.

I must go till He comes, give till I drop , preach till all know , and work till He stops me.

And, when He comes for his own,
He will have no problem reconizing me...

MY BANNER WILL BE CLEAR!

- Written by a young pastor in Zimbabwe, Africa, before being martyred for his faith in Christ

I just read that and I thought it was amazing. I hope and pray that if I am faced with being killed because of my faith I will respond in a way like him.

Hello all,
Well I just got back from a worship concert thing at my church. It was really awesome. It was with 3 of the guys who are usual in our Sunday morning worship band and then this one guy Chris (the reason we were having this) who used to go to our church and his friend. It was funny because they were pretending like it was a real concert so they were totally rocking out and at the end Chris was like 'you guys are the best concert we've played!!' and stuff like that. It was fun.

But on a more serious house Chris kind told his testomny and he was like 'I want to tell you about the happiest day of my life' But he started nine month earlier and told about the day him and his wife found out she was pregnate and then showed a cute video of the day because they video taped like it all. Ok so by now I was getting all tearied up and you will find out why. Then he said something like 'then five month later my wife woke up one morning and went over to our babes bed which was next to ours and he wasn't moving or breathing and I went over and check him and then we called the ambulance' They got to the hospital and they said there was nothing they could do and on November 10th baby Silas died. So of course I had the seat right behind Cheryl (chris' wife) and Chris' sister Tracy and they were both crying and then Tracys daughter who is around 8 or 9 and she started crying! It was so sad and sweet and I couldn't help it the tears fell down my face. I can't even imagine what it must be like. And I have a great respect for Chris and Cheryl and how they haven't blamed God about this all and how they are leaning on Him for strength and peace and knowing that they will see there son again in heaven.

So yeah that was my evening. Prompted some interesting decisions. Well I guess that is it for now.

me with short red hair... ok it is a wig  

me and my little sister Jo having fun 

~Once Again~
By Hannah Arlene

Here I am broken again
Wonded and not wanting to go on
Show me Your love once again
i need Your help

I'm falling into Your arms again
Wrap me close and let me know You are there
I'm cold by the ways of this world warm me in Your loving arms once again

Someday I'll be with You forever
A place where I won't shed another tear
Please help me press on and not give up
I need You now