Monday, October 04, 2004

Today me and my mom and sis were talking about dating/courting and were to we draw the line on guy girl relationship. I personally think it is kinda stupid to date before you are at least 17 and ready to think about marriage. And I decided if a guy I liked now liked me and I thought there might be something there I would tell him "I like you, you like me we might have a future together but I'm only 14 so lets just be friends" ok that is kinda randomness but hey it could happen. I've chosen not to date because I feel I need to focus on my relationship with God and what He has for me and not on a guy. And trust me it isn't easy. I can't tell you how many times I've just wanted to give up and say ok I'm dateable! That is when I run to Gods arms and He remindes me that He is all I need. And I always remember the line of a song that goes "I'm satisfide by your love so completely how could I thirst for the praises of man. there's nothing I need that you haven't provided no one can offer me peace like you can" I want to be able to tell my future husband that he is the first person I have ever given myself to. I don't want to give him anything less then I can.
Like sleeping beauty my prince will come for me...

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